Bas itna sa khwab hai

It’s a matter of time. After all, everyone dies right? So what if lifelines are long, etc etc.
So will I .Am I going to become a ghost or vampire? Am I gonna be reborn as a movie star, or as a cockroach? Or is it going to be hell ( somehow, the thought of living among saints doesn’t really feel right!).  I somehow don’t think so. So its going to be final. What option does that leave me – make the most of the life I have, so that when I die, I wont think that there’s something left unfinished. I hate “unfinished business”

So what do I want to do? If I die anytime in the next 7 years, I will be mad at myself for these 2 years. So I am hoping to live more than that, much more than that, old enough to sit on a rocking chair in the winter sun in a garden, something like vito corleone. I want to die basking in the sun, quite some time down the line, preferably in the next century

Anyways, the time is immaterial. As I stand at the threshold of stepping into a corporate
Life, I have some expectations. There are a few things I want in life. Some decent standard of living, some good position in the organization I work for, a good car ( one that does 160-170 kmph ( ) , a harley. These are the material ones.

Coming to other things, I wish to marry, have kids etc. that part is pretty much human nature. Would like it if I could marry someone who loves me for who I am rather than what I have. High hopes, but then at least hopes should be high.

Highs and lows, passion and more passion before I die, hopefully while at a job!

These are the dreams, bas itna sa khwaab hai!
~Somanxo